| | Well here I sit with nothing to do except think...thinking about what will happen in my life next year if I stay here another year. What if this happens? I will have a measly close to two months with people I grew up with, people I have known since I was four, and people who mean more to me than they will ever know. Sure I would try keep in contact, but chances are I would never see them again. It wasn't supposed to be like this. So many things I could have done, so many things I wanted to do, and so many things I wanted to say. All gone. Mean while I get to sit on my ass and watch my entire life descintegrate in front of my eyes for the next two weeks in agonizing pain, not being able to do anything about it, until a bunch of corporations decide my life and my family's future. The worst thing is not one person understands what it is to be in my position. My own family thinks it's for the best. The best for them maybe, but then there's me, the guy who's left behind and left out to dry. Stupid me for thinking I would make it. To hell with it, I'm tired. |
| | Posted 4/1/2006 9:37 AM - 17 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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